NiKkI (violatedkitten) wrote,
NiKkI
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i dont know where this came from....

I am very happy with the way that things turned out last nite. I threw together a birthday party for him within 2 weeks. I was very nervous when it became 830 and still noone was there, but then by 9... we had a pretty nice crowd. I was afraid that everything was going to fuck up and i was going to fail miserabely. But it didnt. Nikki was our bartender for the nite and she actually did a good job and got tips out of some people. I stayed out of the way so that he could soak in whatever was going on and oh my god! take a hit!! I met some pretty kool people and had good conversation. I have noticed that whenever i get into conversation in an alcoholic setting, it always winds up finding its way to religion, art or sharing life stories. I like hearing about other people's lives, me being the observer that I am. Lately i have been becoming quieter than usual.Not really quieter, but less overwhelming to others. I have not routed the reason yet, but I am ok with this. Mabey were subconciously starting to do the switching qualities thing...i am not sure if i am completely ok with this. sometimes being comfortable makes me as nervous as it is bliss.


1) What's on your bedside table? apicture of me and my unkle at his wedding, a pic of me and my cousin and lots o sunglasses
2) What's the geekiest part of your music collection? love n rockets
3) What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night? pretzles n ice tea
4) What is your secret guaranteed weeping film? great expectations
5) If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? collagen? injected into my lips
6) Do you have a completely irrational fear? since i was like 12 i always feel that there are cameras behind mirrors taping me
7) What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments? humming
8) Do you ever have to beg? im the one who gets to direct ; )~
9) Do you have too many love interests? i keep it to one at a time
10) Do you know anyone famous? unless locals count, im not kool enough
11) Describe your bed. leopard print sheets with lots of stuffed animals and a ghetto ass canopy made by mwah....
12) Spontaneous or plan? depends on the situation
13) Who should play you in a movie about your life? christina ricci... she would look hot with short red hair too... mmmmm....
14) Do you know how to play poker? yes
15) What do you carry with you at all times? my bag and the thousand things that i dont need in it.
16) How do you drive? better than you fuckers
17) What do you miss most about being little? my innocence
18) Are you happy with your given name? yes, i have 3 names w/in the one name that come with different personalities to go with each....that makes me gangsta
19) What was the last song you were listening to? placebo something rotten
20) Have you ever been in a school play? they were never privledged enough to get me
21) Have you ever been in love? ..... i find it sad if you haven't ....
22) Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? on the outside all the time... on the inside most of the time.
23) Have you ever done any illegal drugs? keep it to yourself
24) Do you think you're cute? if i said no, i would be lying ::courtseys::
25) Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? i am polite, nice only comes to those who deserve it.
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